what i find interesting is that i actually have accommodations so that if i need extra time with assignments, i can ask for it. but i don't i have once, for a history paper, which i still haven't done. i'm so determined to prove i can do this like a "normal" person. no that's not quite right, i am determined to prove that i am not the person i used to be, and i can handle this, and be successful. but somehow that equates in my mind to not asking for help. i suppose i'm wanting to not be the exception in the class. or in life. i want to be able to be well enough to be put on an equal plane because i never have been.
My Truth
“Even in literature and art, no man who bothers about originality will ever be original: whereas if you simply try to tell the truth (without caring twopence how often it has been told before) you will, nine times out of ten, become original without ever having noticed it.”
― C.S. Lewis, Mere Christianity