I think it's time to revive my blog. It has been a long, crazy and exciting year. I hardly know where to begin, other than to say that my entire being has been changed over the last year. And while I want to write it all here, perhaps tonight is not the night.
I was just discharged from the psych hospital this morning, and I'm looking forward to an early night tonight. The crisis leading to the admission involved an alter being self destructive, but was relatively minor. I was only there a few days, and only to give me a quiet place to cocoon, regroup, and re-ground; while having a safe system of support around me.
I don't see it as a set back. My system has gone through quite a bit of integration, and perhaps I have been squashing down parts of myself that need a safe way to express themselves. I need take the time and space to get to know all of myself, not just the parts I consider worthy.